Where is my fairy godmother

and her magic wand, or a rich relative who leaves me an inheritance. No such luck I am afraid!
My car has been acting up, so had it checked out, and have found it it is not worth pouring more money into. There goes my visits home to New Zealand for the next few years, as I will have to save to buy another vehicle.
I dread telling my daughter, who is not well, that I will not be seeing her for a while. 
I will just have to take every day as it comes, and pray for a miracle.